a feeling of tenderness tinged with some sadness
in the process of finding this, the journey goes down, not up.
moving toward the suffering and doubt...sliding into it...tip toe-ing into it.
exploring the reality of insecurity and pain....trying not to push it away.
moving down and down and down.
with me are millions of others, awakening from fear.
At the bottom is water.
Healing water of bodhichitta,...the love that will not die.
still reading Pema Chodron and am still healing