It feels like

 I’m terrified all the time.  All the time.  I just am so afraid. 

Countdown Quilt

My heart opened like a flower under sky. 

Lorca

Murmuration

 Continuing to sew the cloud of birds and I think it is getting close to finishing.  Leaving it in a cloud shape rather than squaring it up.  Praising the mutilated world. 

mysterious stillness

Boro:   when things have been broken and then extensively mended.  

today, yesterday, tomorrow

Heard yesterday: how even if you make a mistake, the music keeps on going when you are in an orchestra.  You just have to catch up with the rest and carry on.   (Angela Truscott)

And how this is kind of like Anne Truitt remembered how she stood in her living room and realized the world was going on out there and she was standing there allowing time to move over and around her and she decided to be a sculptor. (Yield)